tirelessly in(fatuated) love

the hardest part about falling for someone is that you can't always avoid expecting or wishing for something more than what the other person can actually give.. it's frustrating.. heart-breaking.. overpowering.. nerve-wracking.. and tediously unsettling! and although there's this part of you that's screaming at 10 decibels for you to wake up from the deep and long slumber, you foolishly cling on to the tiniest speck of light that there can be something.. anything..

some will say it's very pathetic, while others may think that you're going out of your mind (and you believe so too)! yet, the more you try to get over it, the more you fall into the deepest, darkest pits of mad emotions! will it ever end, you might ask? well, yeah, it will.. in due time! everything will come to a halt without you seeing it.. and you'll look back at everything and say, "yeah i've been stupid"! but will you have regrets? no, you'll most likely think otherwise because you have loved with all your heart.. you gave it your all — gave your bestest! and though it may never turn out to be the fairytale you'd hope it would be, you know deep inside you'll look back at this point in your life with a smile on your face, butterflies in your stomach, and a few skips of your hear beat..

because somewhere, somehow another being shared a part of his/her heart, mind, and soul with you.. and that's more than enough for you to go on living!

♥