dear heart, won't you please stop all this nonsense?

fate really has a funny way of knocking reality into my head! all doubts and delusions have been completely eradicated after what happened.. no more false hopes.. no more wishing.. no more dreaming.. hopefully, this time my heart will finally get the message — that it's time to move on! i have to stop loving her and feeling all sentimental about everything because it's plain pointless.. no matter how many buckets of tears i cry, nothing will ever change her mind and feelings about me! and i have to accept that.. the truth has to be etched into my brain so that i can finally stop thinking about her.. it has to be carved into my heart so that i can finally stop feeling this way about her!

please heart.. please cooperate this time.. i can't afford you broken anymore! :(