this bruised heart will still beat for L-O-V-E

a friend asked me if i'm still emoting about the same person.. i told her, yes! and she said i should have a heart transplant so that i'd forget about this person.. but if i really think about it, i don't think i would want that to happen to me.. i mean meeting her, knowing her, and falling in love with her has made me who i am today.. i mean, my feelings for her has helped mold me into the person i am today.. and i believe i have become a stronger person, and hopefully, a better one too.. and despite all the hurt and pain i've felt, i'm still thankful for everything that happened.. not only with her, but with everyone who became a part of me..


although it hurts so bad to fall for someone and not be loved back, there are still a lot of lessons to learn. for one, you become more patient.. you learn that with every heartache, you become stronger and wiser (i think).. you learn to make better judgments of the things around you.. although sometimes it makes you bitter, in the end, you see things on a clearer perspective.. and you begin to accept that pain is all a part of life.. so even if you've been bruised, crushed, and let down for so many times, you learn to stand up after every fall.. and despite being badly broken, you pick up the shattered pieces and mend your heart on your own.. most of all, you prepare yourself to fall in love again.. after all, LOVE makes the world go round.. and you tell yourself that you'd still want to fall in love over and over again..


so even if i've been beaten down, cried my heart out, and sworn that i'll never fall in love again, i believe that i'd still do anything to find love.. but if it's not mad, passionate, extraordinary love, i don't want none of it!



♥